I AM

kevin altiveros javier
kheijhei, kj, kaje
kevs, kuya
male
17
april 13,1991
lunatic arian
second child
left-handed
activist
pinoy!
feminist
conservative
non-conformist
malatean, mascian, isko
magnoid, fordie, dugyot, albert
blockI-2 community nutrition
loves blue as well as books
wants to be a doctor
neurology/ ortho-spine
doctor to the barrios
"make a change"


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Friends

• angelo crisanto
• thea marie
• jay-v james
• miguel cristobal

• leslie anne
• philippe ronel
• carlos miguel
• beatriz cecilia

• masaki
• iric kevin
• pauline anne
• marie anne pauline

• niño joseph
• jason mari
• ellaine
• pauline gidget

• christine minnelle
• ralph anthony
• nephele fabiola
• miguel
• royce margaux
• Malikhaing Pagsulat 10 kasama si Prop. Omeng

. Jachelyn Telan
. Gemmy David

History

February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008

Credits

CONSPIRE.AFFAIR

1 Cor: 13 4-8

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous nor conceited nor proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, Love does not keep record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are languages, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

PRAYER

one thing i ask
to dwell in the house of the Lord
all my days
to gaze on His goodness
and walk in His ways
He will shelter me,
He will be my strength
in the triumph that He brings me
i can hold me head high
in His house i shall lift up my voice
i will sing, i will praise the Lord

Music

bye bye

MIRROR

I am Navy Blue
I'm a true adventurer. I constantly find myself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes I feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, I feel a bit lost.
What Color Blue Are You?


I am Rouge Red
Of all the reds, I am the most energetic and vibrant. I never need to recharge, and in fact, I often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, I've never let my fears stop me from doing anything. I figure that life is all about experiences, and I'll always take that leap of faith.
What Color Red Are You?


I am Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets me. Inside, I am very emotional and moody - though I don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to me... profound love or deep hate. But I can even get those who hate me to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about me.
What Color Green Are You?


I am Iris
I am an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. I definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. I definitely epitomize laughter therapy. I am a very enriching and entertaining friend!
What Color Purple Are You?


I am Midnight
I am more than a little eccentric, and I'm apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether I'm a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - I like to experiment with my lifestyle. Expressing my individuality is important to me, and I often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and my place in it. I enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?


I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch me when I appear
Even though I'm capable of random violence

I am best known for: my power

My dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?


I Am Yang
Masculine
Creative, Angry, Spring, Summer, Morning
Sun, Space, Active, Wood, Chocolate(actually, i hate chocolates; i prefer salty foods)
Are You Yin or Yang?


I Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything. I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life. I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me. Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace. I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life. Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times. At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me. I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.(depende sa tao yun.) I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.(tama!)
What Temperment Are You?


I also have a Choleric Temperament
I am a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, I am reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. I want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. I posses a sharp and keen intellect. My mind is my primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep me down. My energy can break down any wall. I'm an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives me an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, I am a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.(medyo) Stubborn and opinionated and a bit of a misanthrope.
What Temperment Are You?


My EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


My Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, mine is the most mellow.
I tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. I don't try to think away my troubles.
My thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. I truly see things as how they are.

I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about my friends, my surroundings, and my life.
What Color Is Your Brain?


I am 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of the brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others(true!). If you're left brained, you are likely good at math(?) and logic. The left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.(sometimes)

The right side of the brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way(true!). If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing(never!) and art. The right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports(sports?!).

actually, i am left-handed... so i'm not sure about the results... i think i'm more of right brained... anyway... i answered the questions fairly... so i accept the results...
Are You Right or Left Brained?


I Am An ESTJ
The Guardian I'm a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in my life, and I take many steps to acheive them. I enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. My high energy level means I am great at getting things done!(huh?!?) In love, I tend to bring stability to relationships. I feel comfortable being in charge, and I enjoy being a provider. At work, I take charge. I thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules. I would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. How I see myself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic(sabi ng test to noh!) When other people don't get me, they see me as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener(?)
What's Your Personality Type?


I Have A Type A- Personality
I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, I am good at getting what I want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule me. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?


I am 81% Feminist
I am a total feminist. This doesn't mean I'm a man hater (in fact, I am a man). I just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.
Are You a Feminist?


My Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%
My Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High(?!?)

I've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
I am comfortable with who I am, and I have a life philosophy that I am happy to live by.
And I'm always re-evaluating what I believe. Because I learn something new about myself each day! (ano 'to, joke?!?)
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


I Am Internal - Realist - Empowered
I feel my life is controlled internally.
If I want something, I make it happen.
I don't wait around for things to go my way.
I value my independence and don't like others to have control.

I'm a realist when it comes to luck.
I don't attribute everything to luck, but I do know some things are random.
I don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But I do my best(?) to try to make my own luck.

I have a good deal of power, but I also know the pecking order.
I realize that working the system does get me further.
I know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, I play things flawlessly.(huh?!?)
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test


Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing
I am: A true admirer of beauty and art Someone who seeks out variety and adventure Not interested in status or material wealth Able to act wisely without stopping to think
What's Your Personality Cluster?


I Am 82% Non Conformist
I'm incredibly strange. And a weirdness like mine takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands me. And i'm cool with that(?). I just hope I never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?


My Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


You Are The Guru
You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.
What Role Do You Play?
I Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
I'm both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. I was born to be a doctor.(according to the results of this test. haha..)
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

~parang kanina lang...

Sunday, October 26, 2008

parang kanina lang nung nagtake ako ng exam sa chem 40... grabe ang tuwa ko nun. sobrang paalam na ang ginawa ko sa chem pav.

parang kanina lang din nung nag final rites kami sa PAN. ang senti nila (well, ako rin...) sobrang saya nun... kahit ilang gasgas ang napala ko, go lang... iba pag nakasama mo sila... iba kapag kahit ilang moments lang, nagsama-sama kami...

parang kahapon lang nung nag-app ako sa PAN.. ang dami na palang naganap... buwan na rin ang lumipas... haha... naalala ko yung harvest week.. masyado na ata akong tinopak, ndi ako sumunod. tapos yung ilang programs, yung opening ng nutriweek wala lang, naalala ko pa yung baboy na binili ni kuya jeremiah na ndi nilagay sa fridge agad kaya kulay green na nung lulutuin nina david yung siopao nila.

parang kahapon lang, nasa kem pav ako, Chem 16 ang subject namin... katabi ko si steph sa lab... pinupuna ko yung ilang mali sa redox reaction na ginawa namin with ma'am Limcangco. o kaya yung 2 microtest tubes na nabasag ko kasi nagtanng ako kay ate, na ndi naman cnagot yung tanng ko, sumigaw lang... haha lalo na yung unknown... haha... katangahan, dapat perfect ko yun.. kung sinagot ko yung una kong naisip, mali yung observations ko eh, pauso ako...

para kanina lang nung umalis si Gemmy sa block namin... haiz... nung nilalakad niya yung papeles niya paalis... o nung umiyak siya dahil pinessure ni Dr. Luna., ako lang ang saksi dun.. haha.. (at ibinulgar ko naman.) haiz... o yung pagkikita namin muli sa upm... haha... sya ang nanlibre sa mcdo.. haha.. natuwa namn ako... grabe.. yung mga tawanan namin sa FC, iniisip yung ibang blockmates o yung eleksyon o kung sino yung magiging CN rep sa batch namin... o sa kem, sabay-sabay namoblema sa mga RDR, sa mga FR sa report nung kem 16, (yung bonds...) kasama namin lagi sina steph, gienah, abby at jenny.. haha...

parang kahapon lang nung pumasok sa CN sina kuya henry, kuya arpee, ate rizzy.. haha.. biglang dami ng CN nung FN 10.. haha.... naalala ko pa ang ever late na si kuya Chris nung FN 10... yung chaka at pinaglalait kong report nina ate rizzy (haha.. nahuli tuloy ako..) pati yung unang beses na maexperience ko si ma'am T na magturo.. haha...

parang kailan lang nung kumanta kami sa baywalk, kami ng Manila Science High School Chorale.. sobrang stressful nun, sinabay pa yung theatrical play na Rizal. yung sa baywalk, jingle bells calypso yung kinanta namin.... ang galing.. ang bobo ng choreo, ang dmai kasi nagkamali... pero go lang.. haha.. tapos ang pasko ay sumapit ang contest piece.. haha... grabe.. pero ang galing! first kasi kami nun.... tapos yung rizal.. haha.. yun ang multi-tasking! sobrang daming roles ng bawat isa... 50 kasi kami sa play, pero 2 nights before ng mismong contest... biglang kaming hinati into half... haha... 25 lang pala dpaat ang contestants... iyak tlga kami.. hirap magdecide kung sinong matatanggal... kung ndi lang manonood sina mama, ndi ako sasama.. haha... tapos iyakan after ng performance.. parang lahat magkakagalit.. ang dami kasing mali.. lalo na yung lamesang ndi natakpan.. haha.. well, ndi kami trained maging theater people.... kami nga lang ang chorale sa theatrical contest na yun.. haha.. pero ang saya! 2nd kami! haha.. nationals kasi yun... tapos may narining pang bayaran sa cr... dapat daw first kami.. haha... kami ngal ang pala yung naglive performance, lahat recorded... haha... in fairness din, kami lang ang may voicing lahat ng original at bagong composed na kanta... ayun.. haha... mag dadalwang taon na pala mula nun...

parang kailan lang nung pinanganak si freedom (pangalan ng kapatid ko).. karay-karay ko pa yung batang yun.. ako pa nagpapatulog dun noon... pero ngayon, magteten na sya sa nov 7. grabe.. ang bilis... ngayon siya na ang siga sa bahay, ang galing sumagot at parang ndi ako kuya.. haha... keri lang.. ilang taon nal ang din, aalis na yun sa elementary, high school na.. sabay nga kaming gagraduate nun... elementary sya, college ako... high school cya, med ako. haha... good luck.. (bawal ang madelay.. sayang tuition..)

grabe.. ang bilis ng panahon... kung iyong si freedom ay sampung taon na, at ang buhay ng tao ay around 70 years na lang... totoo ngang maikli lang ang buhay.. isipin mong pitong Freedom lang ang kailangang palakihin ng sunod-sunod... by then nasa limit ka na ng buhay mo.. grabe.. ang ikli ng buhay...

noon, nagtataka ako, kung bakit kailangan mabuhay ang tao kung sa huli, mamamatay lang din pala... (haha.. bata pa lang ako naiisip ko na yun.. ganyan kapag adik..)
pero ngayong matanda na ako, narealize ko na kung bakit... haha... iyon ay para mabuhay. binuhay tayo para maexperience ang mabuhay. to meet other people, para matuto.. to touch their lives... and to make a difference... sa sarili at sa ibang tao haha... (ok, ang ideal). sabi sa ecclesiastes, life is useless.. haha... but no.. ang nega niya.. para lang maipamukha that life is not useless, kailangang sabihing life is useless.. haha.... isa pang rason, to love! haha.. para maramdaman ang esensya ng pag-ibig... (syempre ndi lang romantic.. sa iba't ibang forms din naman... kaawa naman ako kung romantic lang...) sabi nga sa moulin rouge,

" the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return..."

" Love is like oxygen... all you need is love!"

wala lang, maisingit lang.. haha... marami sigurong rason lahat ng tao para mabuhay.. pero love na ang highest reason para dito... wala lang... mga napagtanto ko lang, trip kong ishare... hehe.. :D kaya naman, sa lahat... lalo na sa lahat ng mga nakakasalamuha ko sa araw-araw.... nakaaway ko man o ndi... pinapansin man ako o ndi... wahaha.. masayang mabuhay dahil nandito kayo... (lalo na sina mama vangie at freedom plus kuya mavie..)

sa lahat: " How wonderful life is now you're in the world!" - Moulin Rouge

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 11:38 AM