I AM

kevin altiveros javier
kheijhei, kj, kaje
kevs, kuya
male
17
april 13,1991
lunatic arian
second child
left-handed
activist
pinoy!
feminist
conservative
non-conformist
malatean, mascian, isko
magnoid, fordie, dugyot, albert
blockI-2 community nutrition
loves blue as well as books
wants to be a doctor
neurology/ ortho-spine
doctor to the barrios
"make a change"


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Friends

angelo crisanto
thea marie
jay-v james
miguel cristobal

leslie anne
philippe ronel
carlos miguel
beatriz cecilia

masaki
iric kevin
pauline anne
marie anne pauline

niño joseph
jason mari
ellaine
pauline gidget

christine minnelle
ralph anthony
nephele fabiola
miguel
royce margaux
Malikhaing Pagsulat 10 kasama si Prop. Omeng

. Jachelyn Telan
. Gemmy David

History

February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008

Credits

CONSPIRE.AFFAIR

1 Cor: 13 4-8

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous nor conceited nor proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, Love does not keep record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are languages, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

PRAYER

one thing i ask
to dwell in the house of the Lord
all my days
to gaze on His goodness
and walk in His ways
He will shelter me,
He will be my strength
in the triumph that He brings me
i can hold me head high
in His house i shall lift up my voice
i will sing, i will praise the Lord

Music

bye bye

MIRROR

I am Navy Blue
I'm a true adventurer. I constantly find myself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes I feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, I feel a bit lost.
What Color Blue Are You?


I am Rouge Red
Of all the reds, I am the most energetic and vibrant. I never need to recharge, and in fact, I often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, I've never let my fears stop me from doing anything. I figure that life is all about experiences, and I'll always take that leap of faith.
What Color Red Are You?


I am Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets me. Inside, I am very emotional and moody - though I don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to me... profound love or deep hate. But I can even get those who hate me to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about me.
What Color Green Are You?


I am Iris
I am an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. I definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. I definitely epitomize laughter therapy. I am a very enriching and entertaining friend!
What Color Purple Are You?


I am Midnight
I am more than a little eccentric, and I'm apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether I'm a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - I like to experiment with my lifestyle. Expressing my individuality is important to me, and I often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and my place in it. I enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?


I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch me when I appear
Even though I'm capable of random violence

I am best known for: my power

My dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?


I Am Yang
Masculine
Creative, Angry, Spring, Summer, Morning
Sun, Space, Active, Wood, Chocolate(actually, i hate chocolates; i prefer salty foods)
Are You Yin or Yang?


I Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything. I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life. I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me. Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace. I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life. Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times. At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me. I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.(depende sa tao yun.) I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.(tama!)
What Temperment Are You?


I also have a Choleric Temperament
I am a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, I am reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. I want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. I posses a sharp and keen intellect. My mind is my primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep me down. My energy can break down any wall. I'm an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives me an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, I am a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.(medyo) Stubborn and opinionated and a bit of a misanthrope.
What Temperment Are You?


My EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


My Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, mine is the most mellow.
I tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. I don't try to think away my troubles.
My thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. I truly see things as how they are.

I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about my friends, my surroundings, and my life.
What Color Is Your Brain?


I am 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of the brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others(true!). If you're left brained, you are likely good at math(?) and logic. The left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.(sometimes)

The right side of the brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way(true!). If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing(never!) and art. The right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports(sports?!).

actually, i am left-handed... so i'm not sure about the results... i think i'm more of right brained... anyway... i answered the questions fairly... so i accept the results...
Are You Right or Left Brained?


I Am An ESTJ
The Guardian I'm a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in my life, and I take many steps to acheive them. I enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. My high energy level means I am great at getting things done!(huh?!?) In love, I tend to bring stability to relationships. I feel comfortable being in charge, and I enjoy being a provider. At work, I take charge. I thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules. I would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. How I see myself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic(sabi ng test to noh!) When other people don't get me, they see me as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener(?)
What's Your Personality Type?


I Have A Type A- Personality
I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, I am good at getting what I want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule me. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?


I am 81% Feminist
I am a total feminist. This doesn't mean I'm a man hater (in fact, I am a man). I just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.
Are You a Feminist?


My Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%
My Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High(?!?)

I've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
I am comfortable with who I am, and I have a life philosophy that I am happy to live by.
And I'm always re-evaluating what I believe. Because I learn something new about myself each day! (ano 'to, joke?!?)
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


I Am Internal - Realist - Empowered
I feel my life is controlled internally.
If I want something, I make it happen.
I don't wait around for things to go my way.
I value my independence and don't like others to have control.

I'm a realist when it comes to luck.
I don't attribute everything to luck, but I do know some things are random.
I don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But I do my best(?) to try to make my own luck.

I have a good deal of power, but I also know the pecking order.
I realize that working the system does get me further.
I know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, I play things flawlessly.(huh?!?)
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test


Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing
I am: A true admirer of beauty and art Someone who seeks out variety and adventure Not interested in status or material wealth Able to act wisely without stopping to think
What's Your Personality Cluster?


I Am 82% Non Conformist
I'm incredibly strange. And a weirdness like mine takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands me. And i'm cool with that(?). I just hope I never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?


My Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


You Are The Guru
You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.
What Role Do You Play?
I Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
I'm both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. I was born to be a doctor.(according to the results of this test. haha..)
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

~pressure!

Saturday, July 21, 2007

hay naku.. after 10 years... nagpost na ako ulit. ayan paano ko ba sisimulan... sa acads muna...

gus luck namana talaga sa abnormal kong buhay... ewan ko ba.. pinuno ng long tests ang buhay ko last week.. pero ang good news ay patapos na.. patapos pa lang dahil may impromptu speech pa ako sa tuesday.. (pero impromptu nga kaya naman wa ako paki..) so ayan.. good luck talaga dahil sa abnormal kong score sa chem 16.. sa hindi pa nailalabas na result sa math 17 (ui in fairness mabait naman ang prof namin) at sa long test sa kas 1 na nagimbento ako ng salita at mga sagot... wahehe... ayan.. medyo irita naman ako sa sistema ng chem lecture... (oi ah! sa sistema ndi sa prof) kasi super bilis magdiscuss... parang ibabagsak lang niya lahat ng details and bhala kang iabsorb... haiz.. nasanay talaga ako sa sistema sa high school.. anyway.. kailangan ko talagang magadjust.. tapos isa or more lesson sa isang araw... ndi pa nirereview next meeting.. so kung umabsent ka.. bahala ka... haiz.... sa math 17.. ayan ang malufet... bigla kaming pinapasok nung wednesday para daw mabawi yung mga absences niya... may nagsumbong ata sa kanya sa admin eh... haiz talaga.. yun yung unang late ko sa buong buhay isko ko.. kainis talaga.. panu nalate ako dahil una, tinanghali ako ng gising.. (kasi pahinga ko nga yung wednesday) tapos wala pang toki.. so ikot ang sinakyan ko.. so after 25 mins. dumating na ako. .wahehe.. mukhang kasisimula lang nila.. tapos nagdiscuss pa siya for anout 10 mins..nagtest.. then uwian na... ang saya.. mukhang 25 mins lang yung buong klase (panu late din ata siya).. anyway.. kabaitan na lang ni sir ang tinitignan ko.. at hindi ang kanyang mga pagkukulang.. wahehe.. ang joke ko... anyways... sa pe naman.. hay naku! hindi ko inaadvise ang stretching para sa mga estudyante.. stretching talaga.. pasakitan ng mga kasukasuan.. hehe.. pero masaya.. wahehe.. buti na lang din mabait yung prof.. hehe... tapos sa laboratory... haiz... nagkagulo kami sa redox reaction (actually ndi nagkagulo.. natahimik kaming lahat habang namomoblema ang instructor namin)dahil sa ndi mabalance na charges ng reactants at products.. wahehe.. pero nung sumunod na meeting at naayos rin naman niya... sa kas 1... hanep ang lesson namin.. kami ata ang unang nagtest sa buong up sa kas 1.. pano.. karamihan sa kas1 classes ay nasa simula pa lang ng spanish era.. kami nasa reforms na... tindi ng prof namin.. pero again.. masuwerte nga ako sa prof... mabait siya.. at kahit minsan, hindi ako nakatulog... or makakatulog (dahil yung mga nakakatulog ay pinalalabas niya ng room)... hehe... sa comm3.. sabi ko nga.. magiimpromptu speech na kami.. yun na yung first long test namin.. hehe.. nanuod pala ako(with thea) ng passion of the christ.. required kasi sa comm3 na iyan.. wahehe.. nandun si romnick sarmenta at si neil sese.. wala lang.. ang galing ni niel sese.. hehe.. tapos ang lalim ng gamit nilang english.. may touch of old english... tapos super poetic naman ito.. in verses ang salita... pero ok lang. maganda naman.. (nakita ko rin pala dun si rez cortez.. tama ba yung spelling?!? sorry po kung mali)... ayun... sa socio naman.. hay naku talaga yung report namin... isa lang ang masasabi ko... basura... hehe.. ok lang... wala akong paki.. naggain naman ako ng friends dahil dun.. hei you! hehe... ayan.. next aspect naman...

ang lipunang diliman....
wahaha... nagsisimula nang maging maayos ang buhay up ko.. nasasanay na naman ako.. kahit puno ng activities. kering-keri ko.. "susunod sa aking galaw. kering-keri.." kahit ang dami ko pa ring kinaiinisan sa bloc ko... ok lang.. marami na rin naman akong kaibigan... wahehe.. at least di ba.. masasabi kong ndi ako antisocial o anti sa sangkatauhan... wahhehe... ayan puno na kami ng activities... next week.. nutrition week na.. so busy ang college namin, ang department namin at ang course namin.. nutrition kasi ako no... buong linggo yun... puro pakain... pakain... libeng consultation tungkol sa diet... film showing.. tungkol sa sitwasyon ng bansa.. specifically sa problema sa pagkain... aerobic class at mga palaro at talent search.. naman ..yun lang naman ang mga pauso dito sa diliman... wahehe.. tapos natuwa naman ako sa kule.. every week kaabang abang naman sila.. at dahil magsosona na si gma.. nagsisisulputan na ang mga reaksyon laban kay gma. naglulunsad na sila ng mga kilos protesta... yun talaga ang masaya.. wahehe.. (wait.. naalala ko tuloy ang mga nagmamalinis kong mga blocmates..hindi naman lahat.. pero may iilan na akala mo kung sino magsalita laban sa mga militante... eh hindi naman nila kinunsidera o inaalam man lamang ang panig ng mga militante... napaka walang respeto rin nila dahil kapag may nagsasalita.. ndi sila nakikinig... siguro nga ay nasa up ka ay may kalayaan kang gawin kung ano ang nais mo...pero hindi ba't parte ng pagbibigay galang at mabuting asal ang makinig sa sinumang nagsasalita?!? hindi kaya sila tinuruan ng mga magulang nila at ng paaralang pinagmulan nila ng "courteous listening" nakakahiya.. naturingang mga iskolar ng bayan... tapos may lakas sila ng loob na kundinahin ang mga taong ni minsan ay hindi nila pinakinggan.. paano sila nakagawa ng desisyon ng hindi man lamang tinitignan ang 2 mukha ng kuwento?!? paano nila nalamang mali ang mali ng hindi tinitignan ang tama? naklulungkot lang isipin na sarado ang kanilang utak.. at tila silay nilamon na rin ng sistemang patuloy na nabubulok... at dahil na rin siguro sila ay pinalaki sa lipunang sarado ang pagiisip at pinaiikot ng kaisipan ng mga conformists... ewan ko... naalala ko tuloy ang linya sa desiderata "listen even to the dull and ignorant, they too have their own stories" yun lang... tapos naraise naraman ang isyung bakit kailangan magrally, alam naman nilang walang mangyayari... pati nung pinagusapan namin ang mga hindi tunay na pulis ng diliman.. kasi ganito yun...
girl: "alam ninyo bang hindi talaga pulis ang mga pulis dito sa up?"
kami:" ay ganun?!?"
gril: "ganun daw talaga para may exercise ang academic freedom"
boy: "kaya pala ang daming nagrarally"
hindi ko kinukundina ang pagkatao ni boy. pero sa tono niya at sa iba pang pinagmumulan ng expressions niya.. mukhang galit siya sa mga nagrarally. sinasabi ko ito hindi lamang para kay boy kundi para sa lahat ng taong may ganitong pagiisip... nakakaawang isipin na ang mga pagiisip nila ay sarado na.. at ang depinisyon nila ng mga raliyista ay walang pinagkaiba sa depinisyon nila ng mga mamamatay tao, sa mga magnanakaw at sa mga kriminal. hindi ko sila masisisi dahil ganoon sila pnalaki ng lipunang kinabibilangan nila. hay naku.. ewan ko sa kanila. bahahla sila sa buhay nila... anyway... kausapin na lang nila ang mundo o ang araw, baka sumagot... hehe..
next is org! may sinabi sakin si jennylyn na org, for caviteños daw... binasa ko kanina yung papel nila, ang corny... sorry, opinyon ko lang po... pero pressured na rin ako sa upsa pa lang eh.. kaya mukhang hindi na ako makakasali sa kanila... at medyo, medyo lang naman, ayaw ko rin.. hehe... pis! any way, pressure na ang inabot ko sa upsa... pero enjoy! natuwa ako sa unang atend ko sa sectionalz... masaya naman at kakatuwa.. nagworkshop na rin kami.. inisaisa kami at nalaman kong kampon ako ni elvis presley.. kakahiya nga't ang pangit ng pagkanta ko.. pero wala na akong magagawa, tapos na.... wahehe.. masaya pa rin naman... kahit isiningit lang ako sa octet d at quartet 8. pressure kasi sa august5 na yung test.. hnidi ko pa nakikilala ang mga nilalang na makakasama ko... tapos august 8 ang long test namin sa chem... good luck talaga... tapos parang nagiba ng ugali ang mga taga upsa.. super seryoso na sila...

so ayun.. ipagdasal ninyo na lang ako.. wahehe.. gud luck sa atin! ^_^ har har!

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 12:40 AM