I AM

kevin altiveros javier
kheijhei, kj, kaje
kevs, kuya
male
17
april 13,1991
lunatic arian
second child
left-handed
activist
pinoy!
feminist
conservative
non-conformist
malatean, mascian, isko
magnoid, fordie, dugyot, albert
blockI-2 community nutrition
loves blue as well as books
wants to be a doctor
neurology/ ortho-spine
doctor to the barrios
"make a change"


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History

February 2007
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CONSPIRE.AFFAIR

1 Cor: 13 4-8

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous nor conceited nor proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, Love does not keep record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are languages, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

PRAYER

one thing i ask
to dwell in the house of the Lord
all my days
to gaze on His goodness
and walk in His ways
He will shelter me,
He will be my strength
in the triumph that He brings me
i can hold me head high
in His house i shall lift up my voice
i will sing, i will praise the Lord

Music

bye bye

MIRROR

I am Navy Blue
I'm a true adventurer. I constantly find myself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes I feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, I feel a bit lost.
What Color Blue Are You?


I am Rouge Red
Of all the reds, I am the most energetic and vibrant. I never need to recharge, and in fact, I often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, I've never let my fears stop me from doing anything. I figure that life is all about experiences, and I'll always take that leap of faith.
What Color Red Are You?


I am Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets me. Inside, I am very emotional and moody - though I don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to me... profound love or deep hate. But I can even get those who hate me to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about me.
What Color Green Are You?


I am Iris
I am an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. I definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. I definitely epitomize laughter therapy. I am a very enriching and entertaining friend!
What Color Purple Are You?


I am Midnight
I am more than a little eccentric, and I'm apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether I'm a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - I like to experiment with my lifestyle. Expressing my individuality is important to me, and I often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and my place in it. I enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?


I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch me when I appear
Even though I'm capable of random violence

I am best known for: my power

My dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?


I Am Yang
Masculine
Creative, Angry, Spring, Summer, Morning
Sun, Space, Active, Wood, Chocolate(actually, i hate chocolates; i prefer salty foods)
Are You Yin or Yang?


I Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything. I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life. I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me. Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace. I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life. Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times. At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me. I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.(depende sa tao yun.) I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.(tama!)
What Temperment Are You?


I also have a Choleric Temperament
I am a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, I am reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. I want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. I posses a sharp and keen intellect. My mind is my primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep me down. My energy can break down any wall. I'm an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives me an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, I am a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.(medyo) Stubborn and opinionated and a bit of a misanthrope.
What Temperment Are You?


My EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


My Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, mine is the most mellow.
I tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. I don't try to think away my troubles.
My thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. I truly see things as how they are.

I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about my friends, my surroundings, and my life.
What Color Is Your Brain?


I am 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of the brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others(true!). If you're left brained, you are likely good at math(?) and logic. The left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.(sometimes)

The right side of the brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way(true!). If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing(never!) and art. The right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports(sports?!).

actually, i am left-handed... so i'm not sure about the results... i think i'm more of right brained... anyway... i answered the questions fairly... so i accept the results...
Are You Right or Left Brained?


I Am An ESTJ
The Guardian I'm a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in my life, and I take many steps to acheive them. I enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. My high energy level means I am great at getting things done!(huh?!?) In love, I tend to bring stability to relationships. I feel comfortable being in charge, and I enjoy being a provider. At work, I take charge. I thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules. I would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. How I see myself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic(sabi ng test to noh!) When other people don't get me, they see me as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener(?)
What's Your Personality Type?


I Have A Type A- Personality
I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, I am good at getting what I want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule me. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?


I am 81% Feminist
I am a total feminist. This doesn't mean I'm a man hater (in fact, I am a man). I just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.
Are You a Feminist?


My Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%
My Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High(?!?)

I've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
I am comfortable with who I am, and I have a life philosophy that I am happy to live by.
And I'm always re-evaluating what I believe. Because I learn something new about myself each day! (ano 'to, joke?!?)
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


I Am Internal - Realist - Empowered
I feel my life is controlled internally.
If I want something, I make it happen.
I don't wait around for things to go my way.
I value my independence and don't like others to have control.

I'm a realist when it comes to luck.
I don't attribute everything to luck, but I do know some things are random.
I don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But I do my best(?) to try to make my own luck.

I have a good deal of power, but I also know the pecking order.
I realize that working the system does get me further.
I know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, I play things flawlessly.(huh?!?)
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test


Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing
I am: A true admirer of beauty and art Someone who seeks out variety and adventure Not interested in status or material wealth Able to act wisely without stopping to think
What's Your Personality Cluster?


I Am 82% Non Conformist
I'm incredibly strange. And a weirdness like mine takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands me. And i'm cool with that(?). I just hope I never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?


My Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


You Are The Guru
You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.
What Role Do You Play?
I Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
I'm both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. I was born to be a doctor.(according to the results of this test. haha..)
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

~Maynila

Sunday, February 10, 2008

o di ba??? napaka out of this world ng puno.. sana iginilid ko man lamang.. hehe... yang punong iyan sampu ng mga ipa bang inyong nakikita ay kuha mula sa roxas boulevard sa maynila... hehe... nakatutuwang isipin na halos mag-iisang taon na ang lumipas ng kunan ko ng picture ang lugar na iyan... naalala ko pa ng mga panahong iyan, inaasar pa ako ni thea kay aklia... echoserang bruha.. hehe.. hindi niya alam crush ko siya ng mga panahong iyan... hehe.. manhid... (belat!) hehe.. gayunpaman.... ang naaalala ko nun ay nandun ang ilan pang mga kaibigan ko.. nandun si patricia (hoy patricia! nasan ka na! itext mo nga ako!), si russell (tlagang natandaan ko kasi napagbuntungan pa ako ng galit nun ni patricia ng isaar ko siya kay russell. hehe.. bakit nga ba kami pumunta sa CCP? kasi nakita lang namin sila sa may mercury drug store sa tabi ng masci na nagshoot for humanities.. hehe.. tapos nandun din pla si iana.. hehe.. si leslie.... (tama ba?!? shet...) si danikko, si rafael si weng (tama ba ulit??? shet...) basta yung mga taong iyan eh nangalkal pa ng cd sa bangketa.. hehe.. nandun si jean.... kasi siya yung umikot ikot sa puno.. hehe.. parang adik lang.... gayunpaman, nakatutuwang isipin na sa bnilis ng panahon at sa haba ng oras na lumipas, akin pa ring naaalala ang mga bagay na ito.. sa mga panahong ito ako naging magulo ang mundo... hehe... kasinakatutuwa ring isiping kahit papaano ay nagagawa pa rin naming manood ng sunset at magpahangin sa mabaho ngunit nakasisiya pa ring simoy ng manila bay.. hehe.. sa hindi ko malamang kadahilanan, aking pinost ang picture na ito.. siguro (marahil) nasasabik na akong makabalik ng maynila, lubos kasi akong nainiwalang marami akong bagay na naiwan sa maynila; mga alalala, mga kaganapang nais kong balikan... mula pa elementary kasi, gala na ako.. naalala ko tuloy ang manila zoo. noong grade 4 ako at half day lagi ang pasok ko ay tumatambay kami ng mga kaibigan ko run. paano ba namaý 5 piso lang ang entrance fee noon sa manila zoo. tapos ay gagala pa kami sa harrizon plaza, mamimili ng stickers agawan pa kapag may rare.. hehe.. tapos kakain, at magliliwaliw hanggang mapagod ang mata, paa, tenga at ang buong katawan.. hehe.. at saka uuwi, kapag hapon na... nakakatawa.. kasi noon, ang lala pa ng itsura ng manila zoo (kahit pilit nilang sinasabing pinaayos na ito), malumot at tila walang palitan ang tubig sa nakasusulasok na pond or something else sa paligid nito.. hehe... at nakakaawang tignan naman ang mga lions na nangangayayat... sa tuwing makikita ko sila naiisip ko naman ang nanay ko, maliban sa tila tigre o leoin nitong tapang, nagkuwento rin kasi siya ng isang pangyayari.. noon daw ay may nahulog na bata sa kulungan ng leon dun sa manila zoo... ewan namin kung anong nangyari dun.. hehe... tapos nandun din ang dugyot na kulungan ng ahas na mukhang 10 years nang hindi nililinis dahil kitang kita sa kapal ng layer ng dating balat ng mga ahas na nakakulong doon. at syemre, sino ba naman ang makakalimot sa elepanteng nag-iisa na lamang??? noon dalawa ito, ngayon isa na lang.. siguro kung magsasalita ang elepanteng ito, marahil ay hinihintay lang niya ang pagtawag sa kanya ng panahon... malungkot na kasi ito mula ng mawala ang kasama nito.. tapos kung hindi lalabas para kumain, nakakulong lang ito sa loob, sa kadahilanang siya mismo ay hindi nais na lumabas ng sariling hawla.... nakakaawa sila.. haiz... anyway, going back sa manila bay... high school naman ako nung naging gala ako dito..... sobra... mula taft, nilalakad namin ang kahabaan ng padre faura upang matunton ang manila bay.. minsan naman sa Mall of Asia kami pumupunta.. (siyempre nung gawa na yung MOA) tapos pagdating namin dun, wala kaming gagawin kundio ang umupo.. huminga at lasapin ng aming mga mata ang ligaya at sarap ng dulot ng takipsilim.... hehe.. para kaming tanga.. lalo na kapag malapit na lumubog ang araw, magmamadali pa kami para lang maabutan ang magandang anggulo ng paglubog ng araw.. hehe.... tapos magmamadaling umuwi paano, gnabi na kami.. hehe.... nakakatuwa lang isipin.. na sa edad kong ito, sa edad na sanaý nagliliwali at nagbubulakbol at gumagawa ng kung ano ano ay nagagawa kong tignan ang kakaibang perspektiba ng buhay.... nakikita ko ang mga bagay na sa unaý walang kuwenta o halaga ngunit itoý tunay na may simbolo sa bawat isa... nakatutuwa na biniyayaan ako ng Diyos ng pagkakataon upang makalangoy sa batis ng diwa, sa karagatan ng karunungan at sa mundo ng buhay... nasisiyahan ako't naging malaking parte ng aking buhay ang maynila.. marami akong alalala sa lugar na ito.. at marahil, mas marami pa pagbalik ko rito.


/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 10:08 AM


~sweeney todd

Saturday, February 9, 2008

ayan... kumusta naman ang puyat kagabi para sa panonood ng pelikula?!? hehe.. kagabi, nanood kami ng film. hehe.. nandun si kuya mike geroche, kuya mike transfi, si ate jache, si kuya molo, si kuya felix, kuya luther si ate, kuya ate kuya.. hehe.. marami eh.. may labas pasok pa... hehe... sweeney todd lang naman ang pinanood namin... sa council room pla kami nanood so therefore ndi ako lumabas ng dorm at ndi rin nagroomhop man lang... hehe...
nakakatuwa naman yung film. magaling yung mga artista.... anyway, given naman yun kay johnny depp. (pero nagiging genre na niya ang ganung uri ng film ah.... maxado na... hehe...) tapos nandun din yung super creepy na babaeng gumanap na bellatrix sa HP. hehe... tapos yung pagkakabuild up ng characters ay maganda pero mukhang napabayaan yung sa asawa. ang gulo ng character niya, ndi maxadong nabigyan ng emphasis. hehe....
yung flow ng kuwento ay ayos nga lang, pero walng magandang closure sa issue, siguro style na yun ng nagsulat. medyo weird lang na sa huli, yung batang kamukha ni kuya clifford yung pumatay. (masama yun kasi may symbolic meaning yung...) pano, mukhang ang kuwento ay isang simbolismo ng lipunan sa mundo. kaya nakakabahalang isiping bata yung pumatay sa mamamatay tao. hehe.... tapos ang cute nung nilalaslas yung leeg. pero feeling ko hyperbolic yung pagtalsik ng dugo... ang alam ko ndi yun ganun... hehe... yung anak pla ni johnny depp sa kuwento ay ndi nabigyan ng makatarungang closure... yun yung nakakainis.. hehe... ayoko ng may naiiwang karakter.. dapat at least sa end yung main characters ay nabigyan ng closure. pati pla yung lalaking walang ginawa kundi kumanta ng "i feel you johanna..." (tama ba yung spelling?)
sa music.... ok lang... expected namang halos walang rinig na variation ng tono kapag ganun ang genre ng film. pero honestly speaking, nangalay yung tenga ko... auditory fatigue ang inabot ko.. ewan ko, ndi ako sanay makinig sa ganung genre ng kanta... hehe.. pero perfect naman yung mga kanta para mabuild yung emotion (which is dapat emotionless; wala ngang passion yung love song dun.. "I feel you, johanna...")
sa boses ng mga gumanap... tama nga sila. amazing malaman na kumakanta pala si johnny depp. pero ang pangit ng boses nila... hehe.. pero nasa tono naman (abay, dapat lang...) kaya it sounds so pleasant. pero sa timbre, ang tinis ng boses nung bata.. pang disney films yung kay joanna. tapos ang gory ng boses ni johnny depp at nung babae... pero super amazing talaga yung boses ni snape.. (na eventually, sa mata ko eh naging kamukha ni Joey de leon.. hehe... ) maximized ang resonance dahil sa lalamunan, nasal at oral cavities ang center ng resonance may chest factor pa... ang galing.... anyway, nagmukhang demonyo naman sa resonance ang boses niya.. (parang ako lang.. hehe...)

pero ang buong prod ang super amzing.. sobrang kakaiba.... hehe.. nakakatuwa na naexperience ko namang manood ng ganitong uri ng film.... hehe... (pero at some point medyo nakakasawa yung old europe setting na kung saan eh mukhang depicted as point kung saan creepy ang period na ito.. ) nayway.. medyo lss na ako sa johannang iyan.... hehe.... heto yung lyrics..

I feel you, Johanna. I feel you. I was half-convinced I'd waken. Satisfied enough to dream you, happily I was mistaken, Johanna. I'll steal you, Johanna, I'll steal you. Do they think that walls can hide you? Even now I'm at your window... I am in the dark beside you, buried sweetly in your yellow hair! I feel you, Johanna! And one day, I'll steal you! 'Til I'm with you then, I'm with you there...sweetly buried in your yellow hair!

sige.. paaalam! hehe....

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 2:13 AM


~Kevin Altiveros Javier

Saturday, February 2, 2008

What Kevin Altiveros Javier Means (based on blog things.com)

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong (asa..) .You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 8:10 AM