I AM

kevin altiveros javier
kheijhei, kj, kaje
kevs, kuya
male
17
april 13,1991
lunatic arian
second child
left-handed
activist
pinoy!
feminist
conservative
non-conformist
malatean, mascian, isko
magnoid, fordie, dugyot, albert
blockI-2 community nutrition
loves blue as well as books
wants to be a doctor
neurology/ ortho-spine
doctor to the barrios
"make a change"


Messages



Friends

angelo crisanto
thea marie
jay-v james
miguel cristobal

leslie anne
philippe ronel
carlos miguel
beatriz cecilia

masaki
iric kevin
pauline anne
marie anne pauline

niño joseph
jason mari
ellaine
pauline gidget

christine minnelle
ralph anthony
nephele fabiola
miguel
royce margaux
Malikhaing Pagsulat 10 kasama si Prop. Omeng

. Jachelyn Telan
. Gemmy David

History

February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008

Credits

CONSPIRE.AFFAIR

1 Cor: 13 4-8

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous nor conceited nor proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, Love does not keep record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are languages, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

PRAYER

one thing i ask
to dwell in the house of the Lord
all my days
to gaze on His goodness
and walk in His ways
He will shelter me,
He will be my strength
in the triumph that He brings me
i can hold me head high
in His house i shall lift up my voice
i will sing, i will praise the Lord

Music

bye bye

MIRROR

I am Navy Blue
I'm a true adventurer. I constantly find myself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes I feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, I feel a bit lost.
What Color Blue Are You?


I am Rouge Red
Of all the reds, I am the most energetic and vibrant. I never need to recharge, and in fact, I often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, I've never let my fears stop me from doing anything. I figure that life is all about experiences, and I'll always take that leap of faith.
What Color Red Are You?


I am Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets me. Inside, I am very emotional and moody - though I don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to me... profound love or deep hate. But I can even get those who hate me to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about me.
What Color Green Are You?


I am Iris
I am an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. I definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. I definitely epitomize laughter therapy. I am a very enriching and entertaining friend!
What Color Purple Are You?


I am Midnight
I am more than a little eccentric, and I'm apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether I'm a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - I like to experiment with my lifestyle. Expressing my individuality is important to me, and I often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and my place in it. I enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?


I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch me when I appear
Even though I'm capable of random violence

I am best known for: my power

My dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?


I Am Yang
Masculine
Creative, Angry, Spring, Summer, Morning
Sun, Space, Active, Wood, Chocolate(actually, i hate chocolates; i prefer salty foods)
Are You Yin or Yang?


I Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything. I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life. I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me. Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace. I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life. Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times. At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me. I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.(depende sa tao yun.) I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.(tama!)
What Temperment Are You?


I also have a Choleric Temperament
I am a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, I am reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. I want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. I posses a sharp and keen intellect. My mind is my primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep me down. My energy can break down any wall. I'm an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives me an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, I am a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.(medyo) Stubborn and opinionated and a bit of a misanthrope.
What Temperment Are You?


My EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


My Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, mine is the most mellow.
I tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. I don't try to think away my troubles.
My thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. I truly see things as how they are.

I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about my friends, my surroundings, and my life.
What Color Is Your Brain?


I am 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of the brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others(true!). If you're left brained, you are likely good at math(?) and logic. The left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.(sometimes)

The right side of the brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way(true!). If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing(never!) and art. The right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports(sports?!).

actually, i am left-handed... so i'm not sure about the results... i think i'm more of right brained... anyway... i answered the questions fairly... so i accept the results...
Are You Right or Left Brained?


I Am An ESTJ
The Guardian I'm a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in my life, and I take many steps to acheive them. I enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. My high energy level means I am great at getting things done!(huh?!?) In love, I tend to bring stability to relationships. I feel comfortable being in charge, and I enjoy being a provider. At work, I take charge. I thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules. I would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. How I see myself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic(sabi ng test to noh!) When other people don't get me, they see me as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener(?)
What's Your Personality Type?


I Have A Type A- Personality
I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, I am good at getting what I want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule me. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?


I am 81% Feminist
I am a total feminist. This doesn't mean I'm a man hater (in fact, I am a man). I just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.
Are You a Feminist?


My Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%
My Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High(?!?)

I've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
I am comfortable with who I am, and I have a life philosophy that I am happy to live by.
And I'm always re-evaluating what I believe. Because I learn something new about myself each day! (ano 'to, joke?!?)
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


I Am Internal - Realist - Empowered
I feel my life is controlled internally.
If I want something, I make it happen.
I don't wait around for things to go my way.
I value my independence and don't like others to have control.

I'm a realist when it comes to luck.
I don't attribute everything to luck, but I do know some things are random.
I don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But I do my best(?) to try to make my own luck.

I have a good deal of power, but I also know the pecking order.
I realize that working the system does get me further.
I know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, I play things flawlessly.(huh?!?)
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test


Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing
I am: A true admirer of beauty and art Someone who seeks out variety and adventure Not interested in status or material wealth Able to act wisely without stopping to think
What's Your Personality Cluster?


I Am 82% Non Conformist
I'm incredibly strange. And a weirdness like mine takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands me. And i'm cool with that(?). I just hope I never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?


My Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


You Are The Guru
You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.
What Role Do You Play?
I Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
I'm both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. I was born to be a doctor.(according to the results of this test. haha..)
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

~Open House week

Saturday, September 22, 2007

kumusta naman itong buhay na ito?!? ito lang talaga ang pinaka haggard kong linggo... bakit ka nyo? open house na po kasi namin! wahehe... ano ba ang mga nangyari???

monday-
nagdiscuss lang sa math... sa chem nagexperiment kami nagextract kami ng pigments ng bougainvilla.. (yuck parang bio lang...) tapos ginawa naming indicator ng acids ang bases.. sa lecture naman.. Molecular orbitals lang... then ang pinaka simula ng kahaggardan ko... opening night ng open house week... come on! leveling talaga....

in fairness, ang saya naman... nagstart na yung mga games at eating contests... nanalo kami ni ate jache sa nanay tatay.. (oh come on! ang saya nung game... natalo ko si kuya transfi.. hehe..)parehas kami ni ate jache ng wing kaya ndi na kami naglaban sa finals.. hehe.. nga pla.... Yakal restrospect: reliving the past with pizzas ang aming theme.. kaya pangbata yung games... wahehe... tapos kumain sila ng dalandan footlong at cornic.. wahehe...ayun...

tuesday-
sa kas 1, ang bangag ko, late na kasi akong nakatulog so tulala ako... tapos muntik na akong makatulog pero buti na lang ndi ako nahuli.. kundi pinalabas na ako ng classroom. wahehe.. nung after nun, sa comm3 naman, nagpanel discussion lang naman sila... then sa socio nagdebate kami.. wahehe.. natalo kami.... ok lang... then sa debate nag start na yung event.. Nosebleed 5 yung title.. ang taray ng mga tanong... at ang tagal.. 1 na ng umaga ndi pa tapos.. come on! pero buti na lang may devil's question na sinira ang mga pangarap ng karamihan... wahehe.. 2 lang ang nakasurvive doon eh... iyon...

wednesday-
nakatulog na raman ako.. sasama sana ako kila ate jache sa divisoria kaso hndi na ako nakasama dahil wala lang... hehe... tapos nun,ndi rin ako pumasok sa pe ko pano umulan.. ang sarap matulog.. wahehe joke! umulan kasi so i assume na basa yung area namin so therefore cancelled yung pe namin.. wahehe... after non tumambay lang ako maghapon sa dorm.. then nun hapon na, nagstart na ulit yung games.. chinese garter piko, 1 2 3 pass, at ten twenty yung games.. madaya talaga.. kasi paramihan dapat ng bahay sa piko... pero nanalo yung kalaban namin kasi nauna daw silang makaapat kahit na apat din ang bahay namin.. haiz.... then nung gabi na.. tumulong ako sa pag gupit ng papel para sa wing design.. hay nako.. unfair talaga.. pano.. hindi ako nakasali sa eating contest.. ice cream na yung pinakain eh.. haiz.. hehe..

thursday-
ndi ako nakaatend ng math... then sa chem lab, nagexperiment.. ang experiment namin ay tulad ng sa masci.. about colligative properties.. (go ma'am coco!) at tungkol sa mga factors affecting solubility.... (go ma'am coco ulit!) wahehe.... sa lecture about liquids na yung diniscus.. naghahabol naraman kami.. (help me lord!) then after nun sa dorm.. nagayos na kami ni wing.. naghalo na yung lalaki at babae sa wing namin... todo na ang designs.. inabot kami hanggang 5 ng umaga ng friday.. (o di ba?!? hindi ako natulog!) pano... 10 na ata kami nung nagstart....

wait lang.. may kapansin-pansin kasi sa mga corridor representatives namin.. it seems na may away or something ang boys at ang girls.. hay nako.. mukhang hindi sila in good terms.. wahehe... magkaaway?!? ewan ko.. lalo na between ate nice and kuya rod.. anyways.. ok lang yan.. magkakaayos din sila.. (kung may away man..)

bigla pala akong nautusan ni ate anj (yung sociocom head namin..) pinagawa ako ng format ng certificate.. sa sobrang sama ng ugali ko, pinagawa ko kay kuya mike.. third year na si kuya mike pero nagawa ko cyang utusan... ang smaa ko talaga... pero in fairness saludo ako kay kuya mike! ang bait niya talaga! waheheh....

friday-
6:00 na nung nagsimula akong asikasuhin yung sarili kong buhay.. haynako.. wahehe.. muntik na akong malate sa klase.. dumating ako sa math ng 7:00 buti na lang wala pa sya.. sa sobrang galing ng prof ko.. 7:45 na sya dumating.. wahehe.. nakatulog na nga ako sa tagal niya.. wahehe.. anyway 8:00 pa rin niya kami dinismiss.. wahehe.. then sa kas1. hay naku.. medyo gising ako nung simu;la pero todo na talaga nung patapos na.. nakapikit na ako't ang babaoy na ng notes ko.. wahehe... then after non, natulog ako sa dorm.. paggising ko 11:30 na.. so super late na ako sa klase.. 11:30 kasi yung comm3 ko.. pagdating ko sa CAL, saktong papasok pa lang sila.. so nakahinga nmaan ako.. tinapos lang namin yung remaining group for panel discussion. .then nagassign ng speakers for public speech.. last akong magsasalita.. sa october5 pa ako! yehey! wahehe.. then dumeratso ako sa socio11 classroom para magbasa.. then nalaman na lang namain na hindi pla papasok yung prof namin sa nagdiscuss na lang kami about our paper sa socio. after non tumambay pa ako sa lobby ng AS. wahehe.. and then bumalik sa dorm tumulong kila ate anj.. naglibot sa wing design ng ibang wing.. nagliwaliw sa wing ng babae na mukhang haunted infirmary... wahehe.. then umuwi.. sayang nga't hindi ko napanood yung finals night.. may UPSa pa namang judge sa contest.. wahehe..

iyon lang naman ang mga pangyayari. anyway, itutuloy ko na ang BS CN.. mas masaya ang nutrition than speech comm. wahehe... at saka mahal ang tuition kaya mahal ang magshift! come on! wahehe.. cge gud luck sa buhay ko, sa long test sa math17 ko sa monday about trigo.. wahehe.. cge bye!!!!!! ^_^

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 12:52 AM


~dilemma

Saturday, September 8, 2007

hay, after 10 years magpopost ako ulit... masaya naman sigurong buhayin ang aking blog... wahehe....

nagspend kami ng isang oras sa kas 1 para idiscuss ang nangyari kamakailan. nagsagawa kami ng assessment sa mga nangyari. sa huli, tinanong kami ng prof namin: "how do you live your life? ano ba ang maaari ninyong gawin para makatulong o maging solusyon sa mga problema ng ating bayan?"

nagulat naman ako sa tinanong ng prof ko sa communication three. hindi ko alam kung tama ang rinig ko sa sinabi niya... tinanong niya ako kung nais ko raw maging parang voice talent ata yon... sa ABS-CBN... wahehe... ang unang dinig ko "nagtatrabaho ka ba for abs..?" kawawa naman ako, kaya tuloy hindi agad ang sagot go... lumamapas ang chance ng hindi man lang ako nagdesisyon.. wahehe.. anyway.... marami na daw kasi siyang estudyante na naging talent.... na after some time ay naging full time career na nila... at take note.. she emphasized... "malaki rin naman ang kita.." come on! pera! i need it! marami akong kailangang bilhin... iba ay kailangan talaga at iba ay kailangan ko pero luhong maatuturing sa iba.... wahehe... (ang sama ng ugali ko.. mukha ata akong pera.. may pagka ganid pa. wahehe...)

noong bata ako, ang pangarap ko ay maging civil engineer... o di kaya'y maging piloto... but then nang makapasok ako sa masci, nakita ko kung gaano ako kalala sa algebra at kung gaano kaimposibleng magkapagproduce kami ng pera para sa pagiging pilito.. my god! help talaga kung nagkataon... wahehehe.. (sabi ko nga non magpapari na lang ako..) wahehe.. pero nung nakaharap ko na ang application form ng UP, iba na ang sinagot ko... ang talagang nais ko ay maging teacher.. pero sa tingin ko rin hindi ako mabubuhay don.. kaya naman ang ninais kong kunin ay med-related courses... planado na ang lahat.. nais kong maging doktor... ninais ko yon siguro dahil iyon ang pinaka malaki ang kita at iyon ang pinaka indemand locally.. (never kong ninais umalis ng pilipinas noh!).. isa pa, ayon sa plano ko, pag naging doktor ako... magiipon ako ng pera for ten years, tapos yong naipon ko ang ibibigay ko ng buo sa mga magulang ko... tapos kapag meron akong asawa ng panahong iyon, sasali na lang ako sa mga foundations etc... pero kung wala, (which is most probably dahil i do not believe in romantic love...) pupunta ako sa pinakaliblib na lugar sa pilipinas... doon na ako maninirahan at magpapraktis ng profession... doon, manggagamot ako at tutulong upang mapaunlad ang pilipinas kahit sa maliit ko man lamang na paraan. hay naku.. pero ngayon pa lang nga namomoblema na ako... pano, it seems na hirap na ako.. chem16 pa lang ang hirap na para sa akin... tapos nagsimula nang tumakbo sa utak kong kung sakali, kung sakali lang, magshishift ako, sa broad comm or speech comm... kasi nanadun yung greatest potential ko.... pero kung magshishift ako... under na ako ng arts... mahihirapan akong makapasa sa medicine.. most probably, hindi na ako magmemed and worse wala na lahat ng pangarap ko... haiz... gusto ko ring magshift dahil feeling ko mas inclined ako sa arts.. pero gusto kong magmed dahil sa tingin ko, iyonn lang ang way para mamaximize ang magagawa ko.. mas marami ang choices ko pag nagmed... tapos pumasok pa itong sa comm 3... lalo tuloy akong naicline sa field ng speech.. haiz... come on! wahehe... (anyway, sayang dahil humindi ako.. in a sense na ang pagkakaabsorb ng prof ko is ayaw ko talaga... at hindi dahil sa una underage ako for 18... even tough part na ako ng labor force ng pinas.. at siguradong hindi ako papayagan ng mga magulang ko.. kasi ang alam ko puwedeng magtrabaho ang 15 years old end above pero yung under 18, kailang pa ng parents' consent haiz...wahehe..) pero sa totoo, gusto ko.. kaso hindi pa rin ako handang magadjust at magkaroon ng trabaho ng panahong ito... hay.. help me... hindi rin lang pera ang habol ko noh! experience, moral lessons, friends.... haiz... come on! help! waheheh.....

so ano na nga?!? sa tingin ko... dapat kong ituloy ang med... kung gusto ko talagang mag comm, eh di after ng med na lang.. wahehe.. sana lang magawa ko iyon... wahehe...

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 6:29 AM


~wala lang...

COME WHAT MAY
OST MOULIN ROUGE

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

[Chorus:]
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

[Chorus]

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

[Chorus]

Your Song

My gift is my song
And this one's for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It maybe quite simple
But now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is well I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody
This is your song
It may be quite simple
But now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 5:54 AM