I AM

kevin altiveros javier
kheijhei, kj, kaje
kevs, kuya
male
17
april 13,1991
lunatic arian
second child
left-handed
activist
pinoy!
feminist
conservative
non-conformist
malatean, mascian, isko
magnoid, fordie, dugyot, albert
blockI-2 community nutrition
loves blue as well as books
wants to be a doctor
neurology/ ortho-spine
doctor to the barrios
"make a change"


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Friends

• angelo crisanto
• thea marie
• jay-v james
• miguel cristobal

• leslie anne
• philippe ronel
• carlos miguel
• beatriz cecilia

• masaki
• iric kevin
• pauline anne
• marie anne pauline

• niño joseph
• jason mari
• ellaine
• pauline gidget

• christine minnelle
• ralph anthony
• nephele fabiola
• miguel
• royce margaux
• Malikhaing Pagsulat 10 kasama si Prop. Omeng

. Jachelyn Telan
. Gemmy David

History

February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
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July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
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January 2008
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July 2008
August 2008
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Credits

CONSPIRE.AFFAIR

1 Cor: 13 4-8

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous nor conceited nor proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, Love does not keep record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are languages, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

PRAYER

one thing i ask
to dwell in the house of the Lord
all my days
to gaze on His goodness
and walk in His ways
He will shelter me,
He will be my strength
in the triumph that He brings me
i can hold me head high
in His house i shall lift up my voice
i will sing, i will praise the Lord

Music

bye bye

MIRROR

I am Navy Blue
I'm a true adventurer. I constantly find myself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes I feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, I feel a bit lost.
What Color Blue Are You?


I am Rouge Red
Of all the reds, I am the most energetic and vibrant. I never need to recharge, and in fact, I often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, I've never let my fears stop me from doing anything. I figure that life is all about experiences, and I'll always take that leap of faith.
What Color Red Are You?


I am Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets me. Inside, I am very emotional and moody - though I don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to me... profound love or deep hate. But I can even get those who hate me to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about me.
What Color Green Are You?


I am Iris
I am an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. I definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. I definitely epitomize laughter therapy. I am a very enriching and entertaining friend!
What Color Purple Are You?


I am Midnight
I am more than a little eccentric, and I'm apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether I'm a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - I like to experiment with my lifestyle. Expressing my individuality is important to me, and I often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and my place in it. I enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?


I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch me when I appear
Even though I'm capable of random violence

I am best known for: my power

My dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?


I Am Yang
Masculine
Creative, Angry, Spring, Summer, Morning
Sun, Space, Active, Wood, Chocolate(actually, i hate chocolates; i prefer salty foods)
Are You Yin or Yang?


I Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything. I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life. I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me. Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace. I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life. Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times. At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me. I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.(depende sa tao yun.) I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.(tama!)
What Temperment Are You?


I also have a Choleric Temperament
I am a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, I am reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. I want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. I posses a sharp and keen intellect. My mind is my primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep me down. My energy can break down any wall. I'm an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives me an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, I am a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.(medyo) Stubborn and opinionated and a bit of a misanthrope.
What Temperment Are You?


My EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


My Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, mine is the most mellow.
I tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. I don't try to think away my troubles.
My thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. I truly see things as how they are.

I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about my friends, my surroundings, and my life.
What Color Is Your Brain?


I am 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of the brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others(true!). If you're left brained, you are likely good at math(?) and logic. The left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.(sometimes)

The right side of the brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way(true!). If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing(never!) and art. The right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports(sports?!).

actually, i am left-handed... so i'm not sure about the results... i think i'm more of right brained... anyway... i answered the questions fairly... so i accept the results...
Are You Right or Left Brained?


I Am An ESTJ
The Guardian I'm a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in my life, and I take many steps to acheive them. I enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. My high energy level means I am great at getting things done!(huh?!?) In love, I tend to bring stability to relationships. I feel comfortable being in charge, and I enjoy being a provider. At work, I take charge. I thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules. I would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. How I see myself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic(sabi ng test to noh!) When other people don't get me, they see me as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener(?)
What's Your Personality Type?


I Have A Type A- Personality
I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, I am good at getting what I want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule me. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?


I am 81% Feminist
I am a total feminist. This doesn't mean I'm a man hater (in fact, I am a man). I just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.
Are You a Feminist?


My Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%
My Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High(?!?)

I've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
I am comfortable with who I am, and I have a life philosophy that I am happy to live by.
And I'm always re-evaluating what I believe. Because I learn something new about myself each day! (ano 'to, joke?!?)
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


I Am Internal - Realist - Empowered
I feel my life is controlled internally.
If I want something, I make it happen.
I don't wait around for things to go my way.
I value my independence and don't like others to have control.

I'm a realist when it comes to luck.
I don't attribute everything to luck, but I do know some things are random.
I don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But I do my best(?) to try to make my own luck.

I have a good deal of power, but I also know the pecking order.
I realize that working the system does get me further.
I know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, I play things flawlessly.(huh?!?)
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test


Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing
I am: A true admirer of beauty and art Someone who seeks out variety and adventure Not interested in status or material wealth Able to act wisely without stopping to think
What's Your Personality Cluster?


I Am 82% Non Conformist
I'm incredibly strange. And a weirdness like mine takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands me. And i'm cool with that(?). I just hope I never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?


My Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


You Are The Guru
You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.
What Role Do You Play?
I Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
I'm both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. I was born to be a doctor.(according to the results of this test. haha..)
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

~Paraiso

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

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Return to a land called paraiso,
A place where a dying river ends.
No birds there fly over paraiso,
No space allows them to endure.
The smoke that screens the air,
The grass that's never there.

And if i could see a single bird, what a joy.
I try to write some words and create
A simple song to be heard
By the rest of the world.

I live in this land called paraiso,
In a house made of cardboard floors and walls.
I learned to be free in paraiso,
Free to claim anything i see.
Matching rags for my clothes,
Plastic bags for the cold.

And if empty cans were all i have, what a joy.
I never fight to take someone
Else's coins and live with fear
Like the rest of the boys.

Paraiso, help me make a stand.
Paraiso, take me by the hand
Paraiso, make the world understand
That if i could see a single bird, what a joy.
This tired and hungry land could expect
Some truth and hope and respect
From the rest of the world.
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How i wish na habang nag-aaway ang mga tao sa politika ay naririnig nila ang kantang ito. nang makonsesya sila at malaman nila ang tuany nilang layunin... well, masyado lang akong natouch. tapos kinanta pa ng UST Singers ...

wala lang.. masyado akong naooverwhelm ng humanitarian love. waah.. haiz... how i wish na makita ko ang pagbangon ng mga pilipino... hehe... (masyado na itong madrama) pero ganun talaga... hay.... isang malaking paraiso ang aking bayan... hay.. sana ito'y makita ng bawat isa...

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 1:51 AM


~update

Friday, May 25, 2007

wahaha.. isang malaking kaabnormalan na ang nagaganap sa lipunang aking kinabibilangan. ewan ko ba. ang dami naramang nangyari. hirap na akong isa-isahin ang mga iyon.

>>> hai naku.. bakit ba hanggang ngayon marami pa ring tao ang nanlilibak sa akin??? wala lang.. trip lang siguro nila... siguro mga taong tambay lang ang mga iyon; walang magawa.. haiz... gayunman.. tatandaan ko kayong lahat... at kapag naabot ko na ang sarili kong tugatog... humanda kayo... dahil sasabihin kong.. "salamat dahil sa iyong panlilibak nandito ako" sabi nga ni ma'am carlos- "ang punong pinupukol ay ang punong mabunga" gayunman.. nasa akin pa rin ang dugo ng isang taong abnormal.. kaya naman.. sisiguraduhin kong malalampasan ko kayo. haha... mabuhay kayo... hehe.. ngaun.. hahayaan ko muna kayo... pasensya na rin dahil hindi ako masyadong magaling sumayaw... ang lakas din naman kasi ng loob mong magyabang.. kaya naman magyayabang din ako... ang galing mong kumanta.... ano naman kaya sa palagay mo ang itinulong mo sa kanta namin... obviously, wala... pandagdag ka lang sa tao.. ginamit mo lang kami pa makipaglandian.. kalalaki mong tao ang landi mo... gawd! nakakahiya ka.. manggagamit.. wahaha.. poor.. magaling magsolo pero basura na pag may choir na kasama.. pasenxa na.. nung binasa ko yung post mo bad trip ako eh.. seryoso tuloy ang pagkakaabsorb ko.... beggar...

ngayon naman.. moving on.. sa aking likod... wahaha.. ewan ko.. good news lang naman.. from 50 naging 40 at ngaun 33 na lang ang angle ng likod ko.. nakakaamaze kasi wala akong ginagawa pero lumiliit.. ang bait talaga ni Lord!!! praise Him!!!

sa buhay college.. hehe.. nakuha ko na yung i.d. ko, nakapagenroll na ako.. at nagsimula na rin akong maglibot sa diliman... tuwa naman ako.. hehe... sayang nga lang... kasi gustong-gusto ko mag UPSA. buti pa nga sila mukhang nakuha na. ako, ni hindi man lamang nag-audition. wahaha.. gusto ko pero hindi puwede... dahil nung fourth year nga hindi ko namanage yung buhay ko.. ngayon pa kayang mag-aadjust pa lang sa buhay isko... hay naku.. kaya naman sa susunod na summer na lang ako mag-aaudition... isa pa gusto ko ring malaman kung talagang gusto kong magchoir o hindi.. baka kasi gusto ko lang magchoir dahil gusto rin ng iba kong mga kakilala.. iba pa rin kasi ang may passion sa ginagawa... kung after a year ninais ko pa rin ang magchorale, eh di go.. malamang sa panahong iyon napatunayan ko na sa sarili kong gusto ko talaga... hehe.. pero in fairness inggit ako sa mga nagaudition na... wahehe... sa academis naman.. mabuhay talaga kayo ma'am coco at mr. derez! puro chemistry ang buhay ko.. hanggang 2nd year... tapos from 3rd year hanggang 4th... chemistry related pa rin ang subjects ko... wahaha!! buti na lang nakikinig ako kay ma'am coco.. hehe... natuwa naman ako kasi may mga libro sa Learning Resource Center ng diliman ang ginamit na ng masci... wahaha... una, campbell then vance (yung pinabili ni ma'am manalo) isa pa yung chemistry: the central science by leMay, pati TC7 by leithold at physics by giancolli... naman di ba??? may iba pa eh.. nakalimutan ko lng.. masaya naman siguro ang buhay ko... good luck.. sana lang maipasa ko ang math17 kung saan ayon sa old students.. 3 o 5 lang ang ibinibigay.. hehe.... good luck....

>> sa lipunan.. wahaha.. babuyan na talaga ang mundong ito.. may matinong sistema pa bang natitira sa pilipinas?? ang baboy nung nakaraang eleksyon... lalo na yung sa maguindanao.. wahaha.. joke kaya iyon? di ba? tama nga yung sinabi ni Panfilo lacson.. May 13 pa lang.. tapos na ang eleksyon.... magaling magaling magaling!!! hehe... sinasab ko na nga ba.. ang nakakainis kasi sa sistema dito sa pilipinas... ay kung paano ka magrereklamo sa mga nandaya nung eleksyon kung ang taong pagsusumbungan mo ay kaalyado nang taong pinaniniwalaan mong nandaya? isa pa yung si benjamin abalos.. isang malaking basurero... wahaha... ang kapal kasi ng mukha... gumagawa ng sariling mundo... haiz.. akalain mong nagawang payagan ang mga kamag-anak na tumakbo nung nakaraang eleksyon?? wala nang naiwang kahihiyan.... isa pa.. sa lahat-lahat ng balita.. dito ako naalarma... MANNY PACQUIAO MAG-AARAL ULIT.... sabi niya mag-aaral daw siya para hindi siya maliitin ng mga tao... (manny hindi ka minaliit sadyang iyon pinakita na wala kang kakayahang maging lider) ang pinakamalaking problema ko ay nung sinab niyang wala pa siyang alam na puedeng pasukan para sa political science niyang course... at lalo akong nagliyab nung sinabi niyang may nagsabi sa kanyang maganda sa up... wahaha una kong sinabi... "yuck!!! oh noh! wag sa up..." kahit kailan.. hindi ko pinangarap na maging parehas kami ng university... eiw.. magplm na lang kaya ako? bwisit...hehe... tapos ang isa pa niyang kagaguhan ay yung nagpaawa siya.. tinanong siya kung ano na ang plano niya after this election period.. sabi niya yun nga.. mga-aaral siya para hindi daw siya maliitin... tapos may drama pa si pacquiao na.. hindi naman daw niya masisisi ang mga tao kung hindi daw siya nanalo.. na sa kanya daw ay nais lang naman daw niya makatulong... then after ilang tanong sinabi naman niya na tutulong na lang daw siya sa mahihirap sa pamamagitan ng foundations etc.. di ba?? nakakabobo... kung may foundation siya at sa tinging niya ay makakatulong siya bakit kaya hindi na lang sa foundation nagfocus yang si pacquiao? isa pang kung yung ginastos niya sa pangangampanya ay ibinigay na lang niya sa mahihirap... eh di sana mas maaga siyang nakatulong... wahaha.. ang bobo ni pacquiao... isa pa.. paano niya pamumunuan ang isang lugar kung yung anak niya sa labas ay hindi niya kayang panindigan??? kaya kahit matuto siya ng Polsci... wala pa rin iyong kuwenta poor pacquiao.. wahaha... tapos yung dynastya pa ng mga arroyo.. wahaha.. halatang desperado sa kapangyarihan ang lahing iyon... pati pala yung paninira ni arroyo kay allan cayetano... wahaha.. ang bobo naman nila.. hindi man laang nalaman na kinuhaan na sila ng GMA news team ng video... maagang pamasko pala ha?!? mga ulol... wahaha...

masyado na ata akong adik.. sige next time na lang ulit.. bye..

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 2:43 AM


~Heaven Knows

Monday, May 21, 2007

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She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holdin' on

So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause while awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

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/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 2:49 AM