I AM

kevin altiveros javier
kheijhei, kj, kaje
kevs, kuya
male
17
april 13,1991
lunatic arian
second child
left-handed
activist
pinoy!
feminist
conservative
non-conformist
malatean, mascian, isko
magnoid, fordie, dugyot, albert
blockI-2 community nutrition
loves blue as well as books
wants to be a doctor
neurology/ ortho-spine
doctor to the barrios
"make a change"


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Friends

• angelo crisanto
• thea marie
• jay-v james
• miguel cristobal

• leslie anne
• philippe ronel
• carlos miguel
• beatriz cecilia

• masaki
• iric kevin
• pauline anne
• marie anne pauline

• niño joseph
• jason mari
• ellaine
• pauline gidget

• christine minnelle
• ralph anthony
• nephele fabiola
• miguel
• royce margaux
• Malikhaing Pagsulat 10 kasama si Prop. Omeng

. Jachelyn Telan
. Gemmy David

History

February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008

Credits

CONSPIRE.AFFAIR

1 Cor: 13 4-8

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous nor conceited nor proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, Love does not keep record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are languages, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

PRAYER

one thing i ask
to dwell in the house of the Lord
all my days
to gaze on His goodness
and walk in His ways
He will shelter me,
He will be my strength
in the triumph that He brings me
i can hold me head high
in His house i shall lift up my voice
i will sing, i will praise the Lord

Music

bye bye

MIRROR

I am Navy Blue
I'm a true adventurer. I constantly find myself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes I feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, I feel a bit lost.
What Color Blue Are You?


I am Rouge Red
Of all the reds, I am the most energetic and vibrant. I never need to recharge, and in fact, I often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, I've never let my fears stop me from doing anything. I figure that life is all about experiences, and I'll always take that leap of faith.
What Color Red Are You?


I am Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets me. Inside, I am very emotional and moody - though I don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to me... profound love or deep hate. But I can even get those who hate me to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about me.
What Color Green Are You?


I am Iris
I am an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. I definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. I definitely epitomize laughter therapy. I am a very enriching and entertaining friend!
What Color Purple Are You?


I am Midnight
I am more than a little eccentric, and I'm apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether I'm a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - I like to experiment with my lifestyle. Expressing my individuality is important to me, and I often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and my place in it. I enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?


I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch me when I appear
Even though I'm capable of random violence

I am best known for: my power

My dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?


I Am Yang
Masculine
Creative, Angry, Spring, Summer, Morning
Sun, Space, Active, Wood, Chocolate(actually, i hate chocolates; i prefer salty foods)
Are You Yin or Yang?


I Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything. I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life. I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me. Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace. I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life. Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times. At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me. I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.(depende sa tao yun.) I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.(tama!)
What Temperment Are You?


I also have a Choleric Temperament
I am a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, I am reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. I want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. I posses a sharp and keen intellect. My mind is my primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep me down. My energy can break down any wall. I'm an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives me an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, I am a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.(medyo) Stubborn and opinionated and a bit of a misanthrope.
What Temperment Are You?


My EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


My Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, mine is the most mellow.
I tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. I don't try to think away my troubles.
My thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. I truly see things as how they are.

I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about my friends, my surroundings, and my life.
What Color Is Your Brain?


I am 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of the brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others(true!). If you're left brained, you are likely good at math(?) and logic. The left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.(sometimes)

The right side of the brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way(true!). If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing(never!) and art. The right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports(sports?!).

actually, i am left-handed... so i'm not sure about the results... i think i'm more of right brained... anyway... i answered the questions fairly... so i accept the results...
Are You Right or Left Brained?


I Am An ESTJ
The Guardian I'm a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in my life, and I take many steps to acheive them. I enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. My high energy level means I am great at getting things done!(huh?!?) In love, I tend to bring stability to relationships. I feel comfortable being in charge, and I enjoy being a provider. At work, I take charge. I thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules. I would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. How I see myself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic(sabi ng test to noh!) When other people don't get me, they see me as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener(?)
What's Your Personality Type?


I Have A Type A- Personality
I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, I am good at getting what I want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule me. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?


I am 81% Feminist
I am a total feminist. This doesn't mean I'm a man hater (in fact, I am a man). I just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.
Are You a Feminist?


My Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%
My Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High(?!?)

I've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
I am comfortable with who I am, and I have a life philosophy that I am happy to live by.
And I'm always re-evaluating what I believe. Because I learn something new about myself each day! (ano 'to, joke?!?)
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


I Am Internal - Realist - Empowered
I feel my life is controlled internally.
If I want something, I make it happen.
I don't wait around for things to go my way.
I value my independence and don't like others to have control.

I'm a realist when it comes to luck.
I don't attribute everything to luck, but I do know some things are random.
I don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But I do my best(?) to try to make my own luck.

I have a good deal of power, but I also know the pecking order.
I realize that working the system does get me further.
I know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, I play things flawlessly.(huh?!?)
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test


Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing
I am: A true admirer of beauty and art Someone who seeks out variety and adventure Not interested in status or material wealth Able to act wisely without stopping to think
What's Your Personality Cluster?


I Am 82% Non Conformist
I'm incredibly strange. And a weirdness like mine takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands me. And i'm cool with that(?). I just hope I never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?


My Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


You Are The Guru
You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.
What Role Do You Play?
I Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
I'm both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. I was born to be a doctor.(according to the results of this test. haha..)
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

~paglulustay ng oras sa Philcoa

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

hindi ko alam kung bakit ba, pero naging madaldal ata ako ngayong gabi. parang ewan kasi... haha.. ang dami ko tuloy nailabas... pati sikreto ng pamilya, ibinulgar... tama yan.. haha... parang tanga.. pero siguro last na yun... sila na ang huling taong sasabihan ko tungkol sa problemang iyon. nahiya naman ako... TTT_TTT
nakakatuwa si mark... in fairness, nakikinig siya sa kuwento ko, parang chismiss yung kinuwento ko.. mas excited pa... haha.. ewan... ang hyper ni mark... ang utot ng mga banat niya... hehe... pero nakakatuwang interesado rin pala siya at some point sa ikikwento ko.. haha...
sa ate baby, mag-aaral daw.. haha... wala na, nakinig lang din, nakitawa sa mga kaadikan ni mark... at syempre, nakibanat... Sana lang nag-aaral siya ngayon habang itinatype ko... God Bless sa exam... hehe...
Si ate abie, na parang hindi nakikinig... but no! masyado rin niyang iniisip yung mga sinasabi ko.. hehe... akala ko nga wala lang, para lang makinig... pero mukhang constipated na si ate sa kadidigest ng sinasabi ko.. ewan... hehe...
si ate regh, na masyadong concerned sa akin... (salamat!) ayun, nakinig din.. nakakatuwa rin kasi naging seryoso sya sa pakikinig.. hehe... nabother din sa sitwasyon (grabe talaga yung tatay ko, isyu...) nafeel ko rin yung pagiging friends namin... ^^ buti nga't na klaro ko na yung dahilan kung bakit naging mailap ako nung ilang araw ang nakakaraan.. pero mukhang hindi man lang sya nabigla.. mukhang nalaman na niya from someone or nagkaroon na ng mga speculations... pero again, at least nalinaw na.. at wala nang isyu...
si kuya gerard na tawa ng tawa... ewan ko dun, adik ata talaga... hehe.. (anyway, my issue about my father is not that interesting...) pero highly involved si kuya gerard, (maliban sa nastagnate yung usapan dahil sa pag nguya nila ng sili..) may mga ishinare din naman siyang experiences... pero go lang.. haha... nakakatawa dahil sila ni mark tong naiinis na napuputol yung usapan pero sila rin naman tong bumabanat ng ewan.. haha....
after ng isyu ko sa tatay ko, hindi ko alam knug paano nangyari, pero na divert ang usapan sa mga prinsipyo ko sa buhay.. haha... ilang reasons kung bakit ako ganito-tibak, peminista at non-conformist..
nakakatuwa lalo kasi dun na magsimulang manahimik nag lahat.. grabe, naging seryoso ang usapan... pero siguro, ang nakatutuwa lang don is that napaisip ko sila... sa dami ba naman ng mga pinagsasabi ko... ewan ko na lang kung kahit isa dun hindi ko sila napaisip.... which is good, dun pa lang naseserve ko na yung purpose ko sa mundo.. hehe... ang tahimik nila.. lahat ng banat nawala... nakatutuwang isiping tama ako... haha.... :D marami kaming similarities ni kuya gerard sa mga bagay-bagay, mas malala nga lang ako.. hehe.. deviant na ata ako eh... (wala lang, napatunayan ko lang kasi yung theory or whatsoever ko, kaya masaya naman ako..) sa lahat ng ineexpect kong sasali sa usapan namin na monopolized ko (mukha na nga akong nagmonologue eh...), siya pa yung nagshare.. haha... nakakatuwa... ang naalala ko na lang ay yung tungko lsa kaibigan... totoo, mahirap maghanap ng mga kaibigan... grabe... iba pa rin sa masci, lahat ng mga kaclose ko dun, iplalaban ako hanggang sa huli.. (kasi ganun din ako sa kanila) pero sa up, iilan lang ang ganun (siguro kulang lang talaga ako sa pansin..) iba talaga, mahirap maghanap ng kaibigang kaibigan... hehe.. i totally agree kay kuya Gerard....
(haiz, ayun, dahil sabi ni ate jowee na mahaba akong magblog, iiklian ko na muna...)
ayun, nakakatuwa kasi at some point na lessen yung stress, iba talaga kapag may mga taong puwedeng makining sa problema mo... hehe... ang luwag ng pakiramdam ko paglabas namin ng kainan... haha.. yun ang tunay na nakabawas ng bitbitin... nakakatuwa na sa wlaang kakuwenta-kuwenta kong mga kuwento, nagawa nilang makinig.. haha... ang chummy nga ng mga kinuwento ko... o di naman kaya, ang emo ng ilang parts... haha... pati buhay kinalkal ko... haha... ewan....
salamat sa lahat ng taong nandun kanina.. kay ate baby, na mas piniling makinig sa akin kaysa mag-aral.. (pasaway na ba ako sa buhay mo ate baby?!? hehe..) kay ate abie, na nadisturb ko ang pagiisip... kay mark na hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko mapaniwalaang nakinig sa akin.. hehe... (chismoso!) at kay kuya gerard na naghango pa ng mga salita... salamat kuya... nakaktuwa, kasi ang simple-simple nung ibig sabihin, pero hindi ko naisip.. hehe... at mahirap magawa.. (grabe... ano ba naman kasing uri ng utak meron ako..) pero it helps a lot... hehe.. in fairness, it changed something.. (kaya nga heto ako, patype-type lang..)
masaya ako dahil nangyari tong gabing ito... marami akong natutunan.. 'sing dami siguro ng idinaldal ko... haha... sa gabing ito, nakakita ako ng kakaibang uri ng tao mula sa mga lagi ko nang nakakasalamuha. ewan ko rin, lahat ng bagay, hanggang maliliit na bagay, may kabuluhan sa akin... kaya yung pakikinig nila sa kin, isang malaking bagay na yun... kasi yung mailabas ko mana lang yung mga ipit na emosyon kahit sa kuwento o makalimutan yung mga yun sap pamamagitan ng ilang sandali ng kuwentuhan ay mahalaga na sa akin... haha.. namonopolyo ko yung usapan.. haha.. kasi, di ako dpaat pinatatahimik... hehe.. ang dami kong naiisip...
gayunman, siguro susundin (actually, hindi pala siguro kundi dapat) kong sundin yung sinabi ni kuya buddy... oo nga naman, hindi ko kayang solusyonan lahat, so anong esensya ng pag-iisip ng marami.. isa-isa lang... haha... haiz... (ok, habang out of nowhere ay nataong tumugtog ang "thanks to you") sabi nga ni ate jhezi, "kalma!" haha.. haiz.. pero sana lang, after ng mgabi/madaling araw na ito, magawa ko pa rin yung mga ginagawa ko ngayon.. bawal ang bitter! haiz... (ang bitter ng thanks to you) kaya yan... (haha.. mas bitter yung sumunod, kahit isang saglit..) ayun.. salamat ng marami.. sa lahat ng nakinig at nagbigay ng advise... tama, nandyan si Lord... ^^ (ang haba pa rin pala ng post ko..)

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 8:21 AM