I AM

kevin altiveros javier
kheijhei, kj, kaje
kevs, kuya
male
17
april 13,1991
lunatic arian
second child
left-handed
activist
pinoy!
feminist
conservative
non-conformist
malatean, mascian, isko
magnoid, fordie, dugyot, albert
blockI-2 community nutrition
loves blue as well as books
wants to be a doctor
neurology/ ortho-spine
doctor to the barrios
"make a change"


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Friends

angelo crisanto
thea marie
jay-v james
miguel cristobal

leslie anne
philippe ronel
carlos miguel
beatriz cecilia

masaki
iric kevin
pauline anne
marie anne pauline

niño joseph
jason mari
ellaine
pauline gidget

christine minnelle
ralph anthony
nephele fabiola
miguel
royce margaux
Malikhaing Pagsulat 10 kasama si Prop. Omeng

. Jachelyn Telan
. Gemmy David

History

February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008

Credits

CONSPIRE.AFFAIR

1 Cor: 13 4-8

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous nor conceited nor proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, Love does not keep record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are languages, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

PRAYER

one thing i ask
to dwell in the house of the Lord
all my days
to gaze on His goodness
and walk in His ways
He will shelter me,
He will be my strength
in the triumph that He brings me
i can hold me head high
in His house i shall lift up my voice
i will sing, i will praise the Lord

Music

bye bye

MIRROR

I am Navy Blue
I'm a true adventurer. I constantly find myself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes I feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, I feel a bit lost.
What Color Blue Are You?


I am Rouge Red
Of all the reds, I am the most energetic and vibrant. I never need to recharge, and in fact, I often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, I've never let my fears stop me from doing anything. I figure that life is all about experiences, and I'll always take that leap of faith.
What Color Red Are You?


I am Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets me. Inside, I am very emotional and moody - though I don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to me... profound love or deep hate. But I can even get those who hate me to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about me.
What Color Green Are You?


I am Iris
I am an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. I definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. I definitely epitomize laughter therapy. I am a very enriching and entertaining friend!
What Color Purple Are You?


I am Midnight
I am more than a little eccentric, and I'm apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether I'm a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - I like to experiment with my lifestyle. Expressing my individuality is important to me, and I often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and my place in it. I enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?


I Am Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch me when I appear
Even though I'm capable of random violence

I am best known for: my power

My dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?


I Am Yang
Masculine
Creative, Angry, Spring, Summer, Morning
Sun, Space, Active, Wood, Chocolate(actually, i hate chocolates; i prefer salty foods)
Are You Yin or Yang?


I Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything. I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life. I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me. Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace. I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life. Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times. At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me. I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.(depende sa tao yun.) I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.(tama!)
What Temperment Are You?


I also have a Choleric Temperament
I am a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, I am reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. I want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. I posses a sharp and keen intellect. My mind is my primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep me down. My energy can break down any wall. I'm an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives me an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, I am a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.(medyo) Stubborn and opinionated and a bit of a misanthrope.
What Temperment Are You?


My EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


My Brain is Blue
Of all the brain types, mine is the most mellow.
I tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. I don't try to think away my troubles.
My thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. I truly see things as how they are.

I tend to spend a lot of time thinking about my friends, my surroundings, and my life.
What Color Is Your Brain?


I am 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of the brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others(true!). If you're left brained, you are likely good at math(?) and logic. The left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.(sometimes)

The right side of the brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way(true!). If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing(never!) and art. The right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports(sports?!).

actually, i am left-handed... so i'm not sure about the results... i think i'm more of right brained... anyway... i answered the questions fairly... so i accept the results...
Are You Right or Left Brained?


I Am An ESTJ
The Guardian I'm a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in my life, and I take many steps to acheive them. I enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. My high energy level means I am great at getting things done!(huh?!?) In love, I tend to bring stability to relationships. I feel comfortable being in charge, and I enjoy being a provider. At work, I take charge. I thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules. I would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. How I see myself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic(sabi ng test to noh!) When other people don't get me, they see me as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener(?)
What's Your Personality Type?


I Have A Type A- Personality
I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, I am good at getting what I want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule me. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?


I am 81% Feminist
I am a total feminist. This doesn't mean I'm a man hater (in fact, I am a man). I just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action.
Are You a Feminist?


My Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%
My Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High(?!?)

I've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
I am comfortable with who I am, and I have a life philosophy that I am happy to live by.
And I'm always re-evaluating what I believe. Because I learn something new about myself each day! (ano 'to, joke?!?)
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?


I Am Internal - Realist - Empowered
I feel my life is controlled internally.
If I want something, I make it happen.
I don't wait around for things to go my way.
I value my independence and don't like others to have control.

I'm a realist when it comes to luck.
I don't attribute everything to luck, but I do know some things are random.
I don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But I do my best(?) to try to make my own luck.

I have a good deal of power, but I also know the pecking order.
I realize that working the system does get me further.
I know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, I play things flawlessly.(huh?!?)
The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test


Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Sensing
I am: A true admirer of beauty and art Someone who seeks out variety and adventure Not interested in status or material wealth Able to act wisely without stopping to think
What's Your Personality Cluster?


I Am 82% Non Conformist
I'm incredibly strange. And a weirdness like mine takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands me. And i'm cool with that(?). I just hope I never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?


My Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?


You Are The Guru
You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.
What Role Do You Play?
I Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
I'm both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. I was born to be a doctor.(according to the results of this test. haha..)
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

~mga naganap, nais kalimutan, inaalala

Monday, April 30, 2007

Hai. saan ko ba dapat simulan? ang haba naraman nito. nakakaadik na. minsan tuloy sawa na ako. well.. kailangang ko kasi magsalita tungkol sa akin dahil blog na lang ang tanging hiblang nagdurogtong sa akin sa mga kaibigan ko't sa sibilisasyon. kaadik.

good things muna
last week. pumunta kaming pagudpod. haha. ang abnormal ng lugar. kakaadik sa ganda. sa españa kami sumakay ng bus papuntang pagupod, ilocos norte. kami ay bumyahesa loob ng 12 na oras. kakainis nga eh. dapat ay 10 oras lang. pero dahil matanda na ang nagmamaneho ng bus na aming sinasakyan, umabot kami sa 12 oras. anyway.. pagdating namin doon, isang maaliwalas ng lugar ang aming nakita. nasa sentro pa ako ng sibilisasyon ng pagupod pero kung titignan mo, parang walang sibilisasyon. ni wala ngang masyadong tao sa paligid. tapos ang nakasalubong na namin ay mga tricycle drivers.. sakay naman kami... then doon kami dinala ng pagkakataon sa JC resort. (naman!) wala lng. super tawaran ng kwarto ang nanay ko at taga roon. biruin moh, mula 4300 per night, naging 2500 na lang. tibay talaga ng nanay ko. then ayon, swimming na kami pagkatapos kumain. ang lakas ng alon. adikadik talaga. tapos parang dead sea ang level ng alat ng tubig. nakakainins, masakit sa mata. yung pinsan ko't tiya nga, sa lakas ng alon, eh tumataembong. pero si Freedom, walang takot, abnormal ata talaga yun, walang "takot genes". anyway, kahit maalat, sobrang linaw ng tubig (kahit sa isang part ay ang sea weeds area) kitang kita ang ilalim ng tubig. then naglibot libot kami the next day. una pumunta kami sa Blue Lagoon. ang taray! talagang blue siya. yung tipong sana doon na lang ako nakatira.(blue kasi) nameet pa namin doon yung isang cute na tuta. sayang nga't di ko siya napicturan (laging si kuya kasi ang may hawak ng cam..) ang harot ng aso. para ngang matagal na kaming nandun sa sobrang closeclosan namin. kaso, hindi kami nakaligo dahil tsunami sa laki ang mga alon ng blue lagoon. haiz. sayang. then lumipat kami sa aqua grande.wala lang, daloy ng tubig ang aming tinignan.. yung lang.. pero ang last destination namin ay yung waterfalls. ang ganda grabe!! actually, naglakad muna kami for about 30 minutes sas putikan/damohan/sapa/palayan.. ang cute ng experience na iyon. tuwa naman ako. nung dumating kami sa talon, naligo kami kaagad, mga excited kami parepareho at sadyang nais naming magpaligsahan kung sino ang unang nakaligo(nonsense noh?!) sa unang bahagi ay mabato, pero sa bandang gitna, mababawa at mabuhangin na lang. enjoy naman kami to the max, kumain kami doon sa gilid ng talon(kahit na my batas na nagbabawal ang kumain sa lugar na iyon) nung kami ay bumalik sa tubig, biglang nanlamig ang katawan namin dahil sa tila nagyeyelong temperatura nito. ang lamig talaga.. promise... nanigas ang mga kamay ko sa sopbrang lamig. doon ko lang naranasan ang pakiramdam ng isda o di kaya karne kapag inilalagay sa loob ng refrigerator. nagtataka kang akop dahil kung kailang 1 na ng hapon, kung kailang tirik ang araw at saka naman lumamig ng ganoon. umalis kami ng may ngiti sa labi ay nagyeyelong mga daliri. kawawa ng yung sumunod sa aming maligo, lumublob lkng sila, wisikwisik, tapos ahon na... wahaha!! buti nga.... hehe... isa pa pala... perferct yung oras namin sa talon.... kasi kami lang ang naroon sa areang iyon. tapos yung sumunod na araw, ligo lang kami ng ligo... kaya naman nung sabado, nung kami ay umuwi, kaming lahat ay pamilyang mula pa sa Nazareth. haiz. hei nigah! wazz up?! ang saya lang talaga ng lugar,kahit nangarag ang katawan ko sa kakalangoy... sa kakaexcercise para sa likod ko...sulit pa rin.. lahat ng nakikita mo maganda.. isang munting paraiso.... mula sa dagat, sa mga bundok hanggang sa mga tao.. lam mong sila ay likha ng poong Maykapal.

bad news....
waah... bago kami umalis ng maynila for ilocos... nagpacheck-up ako ulit ng likod ko... ang abnormal ng mga taga PGH super inconsistent sa mga sinasabi. kasi ang result nung nagpacheck-up ako... again, hindi daw effective ang braces sa kalagayan ko. kaya naman, inadvise niya akong magundergo ng series ng xray examinations upang malaman kung lumalala yung curve. pero ang sabi niya na ang tanging pag-asa na lang daw ay operation... my God! di ba?! back to zero naraman ako... hehe.. next year daw... bago pumasok sa panibagong academic year. adik adik.... tapos magexercise daw... swimming and stretching... kaya nga yun ang pe ko eh.. stretching.... (ayoko kasi mag-swimming.. panu kung ibagsak ko pa iyon???) so iyon ang nad news...

anyway... moving on.. hindi kasi dapat masyadong mabother sa mga ganyang isyu. gusto ko lang batikusin yung mga senatoriables.... wala akong maokray eh.. sori...
una sa lahat si Pichay... (itanim sa senado... una ang ulo) tama si mama... mukhan siyang bakulaw... hehe... grimace na bakulaw version... may tanung ako... paano kung lahat ng pilipino yung 18 milyong tao.. nais na yumaman... magagawa kaya iyon ni pichay sa loob ng 6 years??? hehe... isa pa... Edgardo angara... (ang gara ng bahay).. wala lang.... pero ang nakakairita kahapon sa forum ng GMA ay si Chavit singson... di ko malaman kung anung tinatago nia, eye bags or what.. an laki kasi palagi ng salamin nia eh...may narining akong nagcomment nung minsang nasa daan ako... "akala mo ang bait niya noh... di lang alam ng marami na mamatay tao yan.." totoo kaya iyon??? yung sagot kasi niya napakalayo... yun lang... halatang ayaw sumagot... hehe.. ayaw ilaglag ang amo. tapos si TAO.. parang advertisement ng Gatas ayon kay JayV. hehe... true.. anyways... heto yung feeling kong mananalo... hindi pa naman sila 12... Escudero, Pangilinan, Legarda, Recto,Arroyo, Villar. sigurado lahat yan... promise... ay wait.. naalala ko pa pala si ceasar montano... tinanong sa kanya kung anu ang gagawin niya to resolve the issues about extra judicial killings... ang perfect ng sagot niya... promise... " Gutom lang yan.. 'pag nasolusyonan natin ang kalam ng sikmura ng tao mawawala yan" (something like that..) and ang ganda ng mga pinagmamalaki niyang achievements niya... BASKETBALL COURTS... (for a senatoriable??? duh.. sana mayor ang posisyong kinuha mo't hindi senador) i love it... abangan pa natinang susunod na part nung forum ng GMA.. kasi mas exciting yung mga tao dun... pichay.. montano... gomez... tapos yung ulol mong tol... hehe.. i love it... (try ninyong tignan yung mukha ni defensor sa paligid.. ang pangit ng shot.. mukhan siyang bading..) anyway... iboto ang ANAKPAWIS para sa partylist.... (wala lang.. isinusulong kasi ng unyon ng nanay ko..)

last part...
haiz... goodbye masci na nga talaga... wala pa ngang college namimiss ko na ang mundong pinasok ko sa loob ng 4 na taon. haiz... miss ko na lahat ng mga kaibigan ko... pati di kaclose at pati mga kaaway(meron ba??? wala na eh..) Haiz.. my best buddy.. angelo... hehe.. akalain mong tinawag kita best buddy.... hehe.. kapatid na tunay... (ang galing talaga.. di ako makapaniwalang from mortal enemy eh naging best friend kita...) sa totoo lang.. ikaw pa rin lang ang nakakuha ng spot na iyon(mortal enemy).... hehe... sa aking ever loyal friends... neph, she, pat, angeli, tina.. wahaha... ang galing natin... hanggang sa huli.. magkaibigan pa rin tayo... sa mga super gc kong mga kaibigan... kay llamas, jek, kath a., nanay gidg, nino (hndi niño.. nino talaga tawag ko sa kanya) steph... haiz.. mabuhay tayo... sa mga walang kasing baboy na mga nilalang... marahvi(parang ella v.??), kaze, alkia(hehe..).. matutong maligo't magpalit ng underwear ha??!!! hehe... at sa mga walang kakwenta-kwentang mga taong kahit anonggawin ko eh nagagawang sakyan ako... kahit offensive na sa iba, sa kanila ndi pa... hehe.. kilala nila ako eh... ph, cm, lesli,bea, thea... salamat... Sa mga adiktus na choirpeople... (ang dami ninyo...) salamat.. sana ay magkita pa tayo sa iba pang mga chorale crap...sa abnormal kong tatay... abnormal ka parin.. pero good thing na nabawasan.. Siya lang pala ang dahilan.. (sinong Siya??? si Lord??? magpapari?? hehe..)
Sa mga naging magulang kong tunay sa masci..... mrs. Pinar, ever beloved Ma'am Bunagan, sa kinamuhian ko't kinasuklaman.... ms. Correa (anyway.. the good thing is.. naiintindihan ko na ang mali ko).. sa sa bukod tanging nilalang sa Manila Science na tunay na naging ina sa akin... si Mamang/Nanay/choirmaster(talaga lang ha??!! hehe..) Mrs. Alcantara.... (sino yun?!?) hehe joke lang... siyempre si ma'am... si ma'am.. si ma'am... sino ulit yun?? hehe.. si Nanay Jocelyn (juicylyn ang basa nun..Juicy?!?) T. Carlos.. hehe... Ang galing nga ni Lord eh.. bawat taon ko sa Masci may natutunan ako... first year.. the very basic.. fundamentals... test ng mga natutunana ko saa elementary years... challenge sa loyalty at bonding sa friends. second year... mental ang labanan.. hehe.. rutherford... third year... more sa friendship... touch ng emotional side... at walangwala sa logical... fourth year... lahat natest.... pero parang refreshments na lang... mga paninindigan, paniniwala, sa paghabol sa mga aralin, emotional maturity( which is the definition ng crush..) lahat na talaga... hehe... pati commitment.... pero syempre nasa fourth year life ang rebellion.. hehe.. i must admit... rebelde ako kay sir bangayan... well.... sori poh... hehe... haiz...salamat ph saa lahat.. babaunin ko ang lahat ng mga aral na itinuro ninyo sa akin.. mwah! Mahal na Mahal ko kayong lahat... (bow)
Salamat sa pagbasa(kung may nagbasa man..) akala ninyo siguro kung anu yung misteryo ng pamagat ko noh??? hehe...

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 12:37 AM